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　　Hearing the front door open, I ran down to the kitchen and waited．I saw my dad come in, with the white envelope in his hand．I had waited all day for this, so I reached over him for it as soon as he set foot into the house．Angrily, he 　　1　　 the envelope on the table and said that it was nothing to get excited about, and that it was just a piece of paper．I grabbed(抓取)it and ran upstairs．I wondered why my dad did not understand how 　　2　　 I was to see my mid-year report card for my first year in middle school．I was really 　　3　　 by how he refused to consider all my hard work．

　　I saw my class rank(等级)：1/139．I did not behave what I saw．I felt my lips(嘴唇)form a smile and wanted to run downstairs to tell everyone．Then I 　　4　　 what my dad had said－it was nothing to get excited about．I wanted to share my happiness with someone, but felt lonely．

　　I realized that I had become distant(远隔的)from my family．We used to 　　5　　 late watching Disney movies, and my brothers, sisters and I would play tennis in the backyard all the time．I wondered when all that had 　　6　　．I just no longer took part in them．My school work 　　7　　 all my time and energy．

　　While I had been busy with my study, I had also built a 　　8　　 between me and my family．I was only trying to become a person everyone could be 　　9　　 of．

　　I wanted to go downstairs, say sorry for my rude behavior and for every refused movie and tennis game, and be 　　10　　 of my family again, I knew I had to do something－because without their support, my achievement meant nothing．