I’d been 16 for six days and was already prepared to deal with failure. I remember when my mum 36 me up that morning, her voice wasn’t as 37 as it usually was.
I stayed in bed for a few minutes. I was 38 to leave its warmth and comfort, and didn’t want to face the problem that I’d let myself 39 for the past six months. Finally, I dragged myself out of 40 .
I finished getting ready and tried to 41 . It didn’t work, so I decided that my 42 should go with me. We had a little time, so I thought we could practice parking. I 43 , with the wheel hitting the fence. After that, the little bit of confidence I’d had was 44 . I tried two more times, but didn’t 45 much. Then we headed to the test site.
I went into a room for some paperwork. And I waited for 20 minutes—just 46 time to make myself believe that I was going to fail. Then, finally, it was my 47 . I just wanted to get it over and make sure that I had to come back next Thursday.
I stepped outside and the sky was the light blue I love. It offered me some 48 and I realized something: something between when I pulled myself off the seat and when I got outside. I had become 49 and confident.
The first thing I had to do was parking, which I did quite 50 . The confidence that came with it hit me like a wave. The rest of the test went well too and I 51 it all. As I drove back, the instructor told me I would not be coming back for a second 52 next Thursday.
Back in the building I didn’t have to say a word. My mum knew just by looking at me. Her 53 made her face softer. And I’m sure it was at least as big as the smile on my face. Her eyes, 54 , looked kind of teary. I knew she was 55 for me.
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1.A. got |
B. woke |
C. turned |
D. brought |
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2.A. loud |
B. weak |
C. noisy |
D. strong |
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3.A. unable |
B. unhappy |
C. unwilling |
D. unavailable |
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4.A. mention |
B. forget |
C. leave |
D. put |
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5. A. house |
B. kitchen |
C. garage |
D. bed |
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6.A. set down |
B. take down |
C. calm down |
D. put down |
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7. A. mum |
B. dad |
C. instructor |
D. teacher |
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8. A. succeeded |
B. failed |
C. managed |
D. attempted |
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9.A. missing |
B. lost |
C. disappeared |
D. gone |
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10. A. work |
B. improve |
C. change |
D. get |
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11. A. enough |
B. little |
C. more |
D. less |
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12.A. ability |
B. performance |
C. time |
D. turn |
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13. A. belief |
B. advantage |
C. anxiety |
D. comfort |
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14. A. calm |
B. anxious |
C. excited |
D. cautious |
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15. A. badly |
B. well |
C. unsuccessfully |
D. hardly |
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16. A. passed |
B. went |
C. failed |
D. tried |
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17. A. practice |
B. paperwork |
C. test |
D. parking |
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18.A. words |
B. smile |
C. look |
D. anger |
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19. A. however |
B. therefore |
C. although |
D. but |
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20. A. sad |
B. happy |
C. nervous |
D. sorry |
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Anne responded on May 20, 2009 Julie, most of us are never going to achieve the heights you did as the CEO of a company. I just want to say that I was so touched by your transparency (坦诚). I haven’t been attacked publicly ever like you, but I’ve suffered from depression—just recently in fact. It helps a lot to hear personal stories, and it helped to read how you might have handled things differently. |
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Nancy responded on May 21, 2009 Something in Julie drew her to artwork during a very dark time in her journey. And later she stated that it’s beauty that keeps her going. Beauty and creativity can be very powerful in our lives. And it doesn’t surprise me that Julie was drawn to these naturally. Anne, maybe the artistic kinds of activities Julie used will support you well as you move beyond the depressive feelings you’re dealing with. |
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Anne responded on June 4, 2009 Nancy, thanks so much for taking the time to offer some great ideas for using creativity to help with depression. Actually during this time I’ve found that my creative work has been the one thing that’s brought me a lot of joy. |
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Julie responded on June 2, 2009 Nancy, thank you for your insights (深刻见解). Warmly, Julie. |
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Chris responded on May 31, 2009 I don’t normally comment on blogs, but this was a very insightful and transparent post (帖子). I could really feel that you were open and honest about everything you wrote about. Thanks for sharing and good luck with everything that you do. |
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Julie responded on June 9, 2009 Thanks, Chris. |
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Wendy responded on May 30, 2009 Julie, everything you shared here is inspiring. Thank you for having the courage to be so open. I love what you’re doing here. Keep it up! |
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Julie responded on May 31, 2009 Thank you, Wendy. |
1.The above posts center on a blog passage written by ______.
A. Wendy B. Julie C. Anne D. Nancy
2. Nancy and Anne share the opinion that______.
A. work can bring joy to people B. creativity may help reduce depression
C. beauty is the most important in life D. different people handle things differently
3.Which of the following about Julie is NOT true?
A. Julie is the CEO of a company. B. Julie was once attracted to artwork.
C. Julie has never been attacked publicly. D. Julie was honest about her past experiences.