In the doorway of my home, I looked closely at my 23-year-old son, Daniel. In a few hours he would be flying to
When Daniel was five, I took him to the bus stop on his first day of kindergarten. He asked, “What is it going to be like, Dad? Can I do it?” Then he walked 39 the steps of the bus and disappeared inside. The bus drove away and I said nothing. A decade later, a similar 40 played itself out. I drove him to college. As I started to leave, I tried to think of something to say to give him 41 and confidence as he started this new stage of life. Again, words 42 me.
Now, as I stood before him, I thought of those 43 opportunities. How many times have I let such moments 44 ? I don't find a quiet moment to tell him what they have 45 to me. Or what he might 46 to face in the years ahead. Maybe I thought it was not necessary to say anything.
What does it matter in the course of a lifetime if a father never tells a son what he really thinks of him? 47 as I stood before Daniel, I knew that it did matter. My father and I loved each other. Yet, I always 48 never hearing him put his 49 into words. Now I could feel my palms sweat and my throat tighten. Why is it so 50 to tell a son something from the heart?
My mouth turned dry, and I knew I would be able to get out only a few words clearly. “Daniel,” I said, “If I could have picked, I would have picked you.” That's all I could say. He hugged me. For a moment, the world 51 , and there were just Daniel and me. He was saying something, but tears misted my eyes, and I couldn't understand what he was saying. All I was 52 of was the stubble(短须) on his chin as his face pressed 53 mine. What I had said to Daniel was 54 . It was nothing. And yet, it was 55 .
36. A. experience | B. spend | C. enjoy | D. shape |
37. A. show | B. give | C. leave | D. instruct |
38. A. last | B. first | C. very | D. next |
39. A. upward | B. into | C. down | D. up |
40. A. sign | B. scene | C. scenery | D. sight |
41. A. interest | B. instruction | C. courage | D. direction |
42. A. failed | B. discouraged | C. struck | D. troubled |
43. A. future | B. embarrassing | C. obvious | D. lost |
44. A. last | B. pass | C. fly | D. remain |
45. A. counted | B. meant | C. valued | D. eared |
46. A. think | B. want | C. expect | D. wish |
47. A. But | B. And | C. Instead | D. So |
48. A. wondered | B. regretted | C. minded | D. tried |
49. A. views | B. actions | C. feelings | D. attitudes |
50. A. important | B. essential | C. hard | D. complex |
51. A. disappeared | B. changed | C. progressed | D. advanced |
52. A. sensitive | B. convinced | C. aware | D. tired |
53. A. by | B. against | C. on | D. with |
54. A. clumsy | B. gentle | C. absurd | D. moving |
55. A. none | B. all | C. anything | D. everything |