The beginning of a Frank Sinatra song drifted across the dance floor and I knew my dad would call out and request that, which for most people is very 36 .
As he walked towards me to ask for the first 37 , I could see there were 38 in his eyes .I grasped the side of my chair, 39 myself up with my arms ,and grabbed the two metal sticks which keep me 40 as I stood to take his hand.
It took all my will to 41 my own tears and inside a voice kept 42 : “Don’t fall over ,Martine.” We grabbed each other and in some way shuffled(穿梭)out a dance for the whole of the song.
For my dad, it was a turning point. He had 43 his friends on his 70th birthday he would lead his daughter in the first dance, 44 he had done so many times before .Almost a year after the suicide bomb on the London Underground train which blew 45 both my legs above the knee ,I had managed to realize his 46 .Like so much that has happened over the last 12 months, there was something 47 about the moment.
Today, on July 1, as I face the first anniversary of the terrorist 48 , I am preparing to leave the country for a while. I know I 49 be celebrating the fact that I am alive, 50 I do not feel able to remain in
Psychologically, I am a different person. I am very body conscious. When I go out I am 51 that children will make fun of me on my artificial legs. In my wheelchair I cover my lower half with a blanket 52 what remains of my body draws 53 glances.
Despite my brave claims of what I would do when I left the hospital in March ,the reality is that I will 54 be able to do many things .I thought I would be able to wear my artificial legs all day, to run ,to go out alone. But that is just not possible.
I keep asking myself, 55 does it become normal? Is this normal now?
36.A.believable | B.difficult | C.interesting | D.simple |
37.A.permission | B.dance | C.action | D.time |
38.A.smiles | B.hopes | C.tears | D.sorrows |
39.A.took | B.carried | C.raised | D.turned |
40.A.balanced | B.supplied | C.experienced | D.equipped |
41.A.keep up | B.hold back | C.put away | D.send off |
42.A.saying | B.concluding | C.ringing | D.suggesting |
43.A.persuaded | B.permitted | C.pleased | D.promised |
44.A.so | B.but | C.as | D.while |
45.A.away | B.down | C.over | D.out |
46.A.attempt | B.effort | C.decision | D.dream |
47.A.positive | B.unreal | C.pleasant | D.true |
48.A.attacks | B.activities | C.accidents | D.situations |
49.A.could | B.should | C.must | D.might |
50.A.and | B.or | C.but | D.while |
51.A.astonished | B.guilty | C.puzzled | D.scared |
52.A.in time | B.on purpose | C.in case | D.in need |
53.A.continuous | B.steady | C.angry | D.curious |
54.A.never | B.seldom | C.nearly | D.almost |
55.A.whether | B.when | C.why | D.where |