I never know how well Mother could keep a trust until I was going through her things after she died. I discovered something I had 36 forgotten, something that happened to me as a child.
One night, as I lay in bed 37 my sister and I had said our prayers, I recalled the events of the day and how 38 I had behaved towards Mother. “I must make things right before going to sleep,” I thought.
Quickly I 39 out of bed and picked up a pencil and paper, then tiptoed into the hall. The 40 from the living room shone dimly. I knew Mother was downstairs mending socks.
I quickly 41 a note asking Mother to forgive me for being so 42 . I didn’t want my brothers and sisters to know our 43 so I added a postscript: “Please don’t let anyone see this. ” Then I quietly moved 44 my parents’ bedroom and put the letter under Mother’s pillow.
The next morning, when I 45 my bed after breakfast, I unexpectedly 46 a note under my pillow. Mother wrote that she loved me and 47 me.
This became my 48 of apologizing whenever I talked back or disobeyed. Mother always left a note, but she never 49 our under-the-pillow messages in front of the family. Even when we were 50 , she never mentioned them when we brothers and sister recalled our childhood.
When Mother 51 , I had to go through her personal belongings. In her desk was a bundle of notes tied with a faded ribbon(布条). On top was a message in her handwriting. It read, “In the event of my death, please 52 these. ”
I 53 the packet and glanced at the handwriting on the bottom. To my surprise, I 54 my childish writing, “P. S. Please don’t let anyone see this. Love, Edie. ”
I gently placed the unopened bundle in the 55 along with other things for the rubbish burner. “Lord,” I prayed, “make me like my mother. ”
36. A. long | B. just | C. never | D. often |
37. A. before | B. after | C. until | D. since |
38. A. well | B. politely | C. happily | D. badly |
39. A. jumped | B. fell | C. moved | D. slipped |
40. A. moon | B. light | C. needle | D. thread |
41. A. found | B. sent | C. wrote | D. took |
42. A. lazy | B. late | C. careless | D. naughty |
43. A. mistake | B. business | C. relation | D. love |
44. A. out of | B. around | C. into | D. behind |
45. A. searched | B. left | C. made | D. went to |
46. A. wrote | B. left | C. found | D. gave |
47. A. missed | B. understood | C. supported | D. forgave |
48. A. way | B. secret | C. favorite | D. trick |
49. A. spoke about | B. passed round | C. gave out | D. read aloud |
50. A. happy | B. curious | C. grown | D. interested |
51. A. went away | B. passed away | C. die away | D. break away |
52. A. destroy | B. keep | C. hide | D. read |
53. A. picked up | B. handed in | C. looked through | D. turned over |
54. A. recognized | B. lost | C. realized | D. liked |
55. A. drawer | B. wastebasket | C. bedroom | D. bookshelf |