It was my first day to Miss Hargrove’s seventh grade.Past “newcomer” experiences had been difficult, so I was very 1 to fit in.After being introduced to the class, I bravely put on a smile and took my seat.
Lunchtime was a pleasant surprise when the girls all crowded around my table.They were friendly, so I began to 2 .My new classmates told me about the school, the teachers and the other kids.They 3 out the class nerd(书呆子)to me:Mary Lou.She was a pretty girl with dark eyes and olive-skin, 4 she wore a long woolen skirt and an old-fashioned blouse.She looked stupid.The girls whispered and giggled 5 Mary Lou walked by.She ate alone.
After school, the girls invited me to 6 them in front of the school.I was thrilled to be a(n) 7 of the club.We waited.For what, I didn’t know.Then Mary Lou came down the school steps.The girls started making fun of her, shouting rudely, biting comments.I 8 , then joined right in.Mean remarks fell from my 9 .No one could 10 I’d never done this before.The other girls stepped back and started cheering for me.Feeling 11 , I pulled on her backpack and then pushed her.Her backpack broke, Mary Lou fell and I backed off.Everyone was laughing.I 12 in.I was a leader.
I was not proud.Something inside me 13 .If you’ve ever picked a wing off a butterfly, you know how I felt.
Mary Lou got up, 14 her books and left without a tear or saying anything.She held her head 15 as blood ran down from her knee.I 16 her limp away down the street.
I turned to leave with my 17 friends and noticed a man standing beside his car.He must have been Mary Lou’s father-he had the same olive skin, dark hair and handsome look.He remained still and watched the 18 girl walk toward him.Only his eyes-shining with both sadness and pride-followed.As I passed, he looked at me in silence with burning tears that reminded me of my 19 .
Mary Lou’s father’s eyes taught me a good lesson that day.I never again hurt someone for my own 20 .